Last two days I was like in coma. A painful one coma. The world around me seemed like a gray haze and I didn’t pay attention to it. Of course there were a few bright moments, but the dark ones covered it twice.
Until today. I awoke at 5.40 AM and thought it was enough. I started doing through some stuff like my french homework and cleaning the room, then filling my phone with new music - I hadn’t done it for about two and a half weeks. After these little things I felt relief and made out a positive vibrations inside. That made my day.